Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Stuck in a Rut

I tried really hard not to get on here and write because I knew that after I did, I wouldn't have much else to keep me busy until Thursday when we leave here. I feel now that since there's only one more day left, I will probably be alright.
Lately I have really felt like I'm stuck in a rut. Recently, I haven't had much to do that's been productive. After finding the house, I had nothing to look up, except how to set up our utilities and that took maybe an hour total. The room we are staying in at Alex's dad takes me about 10 minutes to clean and then all I can find to do is either read or get online to read blogs/the yuku board. I signed up for the trial class for UMUC and I'm really enjoying it so far. It's day 3 today so that has kept me a little busier the past couple of days. Though, it's really just information about how the school works so I don't feel like I'm actually learning. After we get up to the new place, I'll be able to fill out the FAFSA since hopefully I'll be able to find our tax information at that point. I've been looking for a job, if anyone knows of any in Jacksonville. I applied for a position as a librarian and I am REALLY hoping that I get it. I feel that it'd be the perfect job for me. All day spent with books, life wouldn't get any better than that!!!
I'm very grateful for having a place to stay, but I'm so tired of being in someone else's house and having all of our stuff in boxes in storage. I miss cooking and even cleaning a little bit. I miss being able to do laundry on a regular basis and vacuuming. I'm sure after I'm doing all of this again, I will wish I'd never said this but for now, I just want my normal duties back. While having nothing else to do, I have set a lot of goals for myself for when we get up to NC. I feel like it's going to be a whole new life to start and I'm just so ready to get it started!

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  1. I heard Books-A-Million is hiring. Pretty sure you can check on their web-site! It's not too far from your house either.

    Can't wait to have you here!

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  2. Thank you so much! They are hiring and I'm filling out the application now!! And I'm so excited to be around other wives finally!! lol

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